Having to avoid Laser Tag Group events. All of them...to keep the cover. Everytime, I had that subliminal ritual of making a cat back, lifting the keyboard with hands on the table plate to drop the keyboard from about 5 cm height and let the eyes go round only the moment I looked at the screen again saing "OOOOhhh" swolling the "fuck you I wanna take you out, bitches, humiliate you and put you in place, motherfucker, lets go." and instead I was clenaing up some database for an hour in desperate silence to deal with the disappointement.