Friday, 18 October 2024

Alternative Competitive Mind Set

My Ego is hurt when I slip in winter on an icy path, fall onto my back without hurting me, but will shout the moment I go horizontal shortly before hitting ground "Fuck! My Ego!" and than crash to rest a short moment, then turn around and get my feet below the belly to slip on onto save ground.
I know I won't hurt myself, because I skated long enough to catch every fall, but I mind getting out of balance on my path.
The Big Competitive Guys that know that they have a chance in this society deal with the hardcore version of that scenario. 
By missing out on the option to slip they also hurt themselves when hitting ground having actually predictably slipped. 
I would not have slipped or hurt my ego when I would have taken that path on the premises of "I slip once, only."
#jedi